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  • Deviant for 16 years
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My Bio
Current Residence: Sushiland
Favourite genre of music: Alt. Rock, Nu-metal, etc.
Favourite style of art: Crappy sketching
Operating System: iMac Leopard
MP3 player of choice: iPod nano 3G
Favourite cartoon character: Milhouse (Simpsons)

Favourite Visual Artist
PearlEden, Lyanti, Kankakana!
Favourite Movies
Saw 1
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Linkin Park, All-American Rejects, Evanescence, The Presets, Within Temptation, Avenged Sevenfold...
Favourite Writers
Stephenie Meyer (so oroginal)
Favourite Games
Okami
Favourite Gaming Platform
PS2
Tools of the Trade
Pencil 8D
Other Interests
Licking batteries, chewing ice cubes, lucid dreaming, etc.
Sucks, don't it? Sparxrawrr is no longer. But I've been preparing for this since, last year? xD Anyway, I'm moving accounts, actually. Nothing dramatic. No soppy angst reason. I just wanted to be able to use a clean account, for uploading my writing. I also wanted to be able to use that account for submiting real life work, school work, etc etc, and this particular account just has too many journals and deviations for me to bother deleting. xD Plus the username is sort of.... random and kiddy. ~Feigning-Stupidity (https://www.deviantart.com/feigning-stupidity) Meet you there, hopefully! I've actually just submitted an ACTUAL poem/thing. So yes. Omg. I live. Barely.
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I didn't even bother counting whether it /was/ actually 72. Ah well. I saw this on someone else's journal, and it looked interesting and pointless. What more can be said. :lol: "If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counselling If you get more than 20, you're paranoid. If you get 10-20, you are normal. If you get 10 or less, you're fearless. People who don't have any are liars." I Fear… [ ] the dark (Darkness is more humbling, in my opinion.) [ ] being a parent [x] giving birth (Lol, watermelon. Get me. x3) [ ] being myself in front of others [ ] open spaces [ ] closed spaces [x] heights [ ] dogs [ ] birds
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Yeah, taggered by ~mapal (https://www.deviantart.com/mapal)!!! 001. Name → Erin 002. Nickname(s) → Um. Sparx? xD 003. Status → Single pringle, bby. 004. Zodiac sign → Gemini (two-faced bitch, actually) 005. Male or female → Both! Neither! 006. Elementary → Stupid American words. We call it primary school. 007. Middle School → Again, stupid American words. 008. High School → Oh my god! I'm just doing it my way. Reception: My two first schools I can't remember, Kineton Green. Primary school: Langley Primary, Hurupaki Primary, Tikipunga Primary, Tauranga Primary Intermediate: Kamo Intermediate, Tauranga Intermediat
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Hey dear <3 Sorry it's so late, I've been drowning in work.
Happy birthday Erin 8D :hug: You're old now. ENJOY BEGINNING YOUR PRIMEEEEEE.
ilu <3
:hug:Aww, thanks for remembering!!

<3<3<3 :love:

Although I know you only remembered because it's your mother's birthday too, but let's pretend I don't know that! :D
No problem XD
And no, that's not true D: I remembered because it's your birthday too.
Maybe.
Or it could be because I know three freaking people who have their birthdays on that day.
what
I just thought you should know, that I drove to the airport this morning. It was 5 am and the whole world was asleep.

I was very lonely.

-nods-
There's nothing quite so eerily humbling as to be alone.

How do we define loneliness?
Maybe it's personal opinion.

I think loneliness is a craving, but a desperate one. Loneliness is to be lost. I think it's also our body's way of recognizing just how insignificant and nothing we are in the grand scheme of things. But loneliness also has a purging effect on the mind.

If you don't mind me asking, where did you head off to? Or who were you meeting at the airport? (I'm confused, with all of the schemes and ideas you hatch xD)
I think the only time you can really think is when you're alone. It's the one time when there is no outside disturbance, when there is no one and nothing to change your judgment of the world. When you're alone, anything is possible because no one is there to say it isn't.

I could be the first female pope. Has there ever been a female pope?
But I don't want to be the pope, religion is bothersome and my God isn't their God.

I like to watch the trees bleed when I'm alone. To watch them cry because no matter how hard they try, they aren't going anywhere. You can come at them with an axe, and they can't run. You can chop them down, and they won't scream. They'll take it, because that's all they can do.
But when I'm alone, they bleed and they cry, and they laugh and they want.

I also like to sit in graveyards late at night by myself. But that's another story.

I think loneliness is everything you said. "Our body's way of recognizing just how insignificant and nothing we are." I don't think the feeling of being lonely could be defined in any better way. I bow to your superior interpretation of human nature.

My dad was flying to Ontario in the wee hours of the morning. Lucky him. I got to go back home and sleep. (I don't have schemes, shush now. xD But someday, I'm gunna fly out of here and no one will hear from me again. At least not before I want them to.)
Fank you for the fave 8D